Well, after nearly three years without being able to work due to my issues with CPTSD, I have now finally started work again.
I must admit, that I did apply for a few jobs earlier and was unsuccessful in progressing any further than my interest. In hind site, I still was not ready, so for those in similar boots, take heed. If you are unsure, yet still able to complete a job application, take that as a massive step forward in its entirity.
I now am three shifts in, working with Holkham Estate and really enjoying it. Fantastic people, fantastic values and ethics of Holkham. My legs are aching and my feet are sore, but not for long. I am so chuffed that I have a real purpose to ge out and go work and help others enjoy their day.